To let go .. -sigh-

To let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore ..

it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.

letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing ..

it's not about the pride and it's not about how you appear.

and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.

letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,

and doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness ..

it's not giving up or giving in ..

letting go isnt about loss, and it's not defeat.

To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome to move on.

it is having an open mind and confidence in the future.

letting go is accepting.

It is learning and experiencing and growing.

To let go is to be thankful for experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow ... 

it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain. 

letting go is having the courage to accept changes, and the strength to keep moving on.

letting go is growing up. 

It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. 

To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and to set yourself .. free

... Alone

I didnt want to admit it, 

it was easier to lie, 
and hide the hurt and emptiness, 

to smile instead of cry. 

I didnt want to face the fact, 

my life is full of pain,
and I long to stop my bleeding heart .. 

and maybe try to smile again, 

because I feel oh-so-forgotten, 

so betrayed and so alone ..

without a trace of forgiveness,

and no soul to call my own. 

I didnt want to admit the fact, 

i cannot spread my wings, 

and my happiness has melted, 
into tears and other painful things.
it's hard for me to hide the fact, 

my wishes have no home, 

and return to anguish, 

bow my head and cry alone ..